so i just went through all of my old xanga entries and i was weak.
seriously, what possessed me to be so drama filled, and the fact that i was seriously into some weird kids, not all of them are bad but at least 9 out of 10 ha.so i just find it crazy that my first entry was at the end of eighth  grade, and now i have just finished up my first semester  of college.
i check my "subscriptions" every time i get sent them, mainly only Nikko updates his now, and i don't even talk to him anymore.
so this entry really has no point, xanga was a fad, technology has surpassed it with things like facebook, but i appreciate xanga for its modesty.
maybe i will actually write more in this...
so should you,
isn't that funny, how i used to put ominous "you" and "he"
i used to think i was so cool. ha, isn't reality fun
im not trying to sound self-deprecating, i am very content with my life now, its just nice to actually have documented proof that people change, and sometimes its for the best
 

my hair is greay, im getting ready to take a shower, the behind the wheel and football game =[

erghgrawr

band this year is just horrible, i dont know what to do because though i dont like to admit it, i am one of the biggest band nerds in the whole world so...

fuck new people coming in and messing with tallwood

well, atleast the flute sectional last night was fun

 

except for um, our skinny dipping getting inturuptted by a girl who likes girls

ha

 

but yah, naturally there was a lot of shit talked about band people in an all girl sleep over

ha

we are so cool

and its aggreed, garcia cant conduct and josh or i needs to be drum major

so i guess i will start rambling in this whenever i remeber to, it is 6 in the morning meaning i have stayed up all night...

 

this summer:

 

what has been good:

*hanging out with my good friends

             ( i.e mallory chelsea jackie molly  ETC)

*partying with those friends

*sleeping in

*warped tour

*starting a band!!

*learning about more good music

*all the books i've read, probaly like12 this summer

*shopping

*becoming a vegitarian!

 

what has sucked:

*insomnia

*boys, they are all the same, they seem geat and then they let you down in the worst way possible

*new band director =[

*mosquitoes

*chelsea being gone almost all summer

*losing a $100 dollar bet, damn

*realizing how lonely you are at 6 in the morning haha